I Don't Sleep

Why can't I sleep? I long to drift off. Roll to a comfortable place. Nothing to hang over me, keep my mind running with "what ifs" and "what the hell am I doings".

Benedryl, Restoril, Ambien... I am unaffected.

Will I ever relax? Will I ever feel normal again? Will I ever stop asking rhetorical questions at midnight?

and....what about naomi?