He Wants to Talk

I feel as if I may be being lead to my death. Will he kick me out on my ass tomorrow? Will he fight me for my children? Will he beg me to try to be "normal" until the babies are older?

Here I sit with my second glass of wine and a strong fight or flight response. I didn't choose to be a lesbian. I didn't choose to wait until my life was at its most complicated to realize it. I didn't choose this. I just am. How do I ever find my way through this without destroying tiny lives and ruining relationships? How do I make it until tomorrow, until "the talk".